Today I come across CurryEgg’s blog on her post of ‘Mariah Carey - Bye Bye’.

Do you believe in spirit? I believe because lots of thing happen recently. You may think me as odd, or believe in something without logic. But, I really believe now. My family need to pray for grandma on the 1st, 3rd, 5th, and 7th week. I remember there is a beautiful white butterfly flying around my house. My family member do buy lottery (TOTO), and a few of them hit the number because of those lucky number that my grandma hint us.

CurryEgg also faced the same sad feeling as me. I miss my granma a lot. I have dreamt of her twice. I thought I can continue my usual life. But it is totally different now. I act strong in front of my friends, my relatives, my girlfriend. I act happy playing futsal and go out yam cha with my friends. But when I am alone, I am still thinking of her. I try to fill my time by reading books, watch Astro drama, online, but I still cant forget her.

I promised to be a better person. Sometimes my relatives questioned me about how am I? I am still fine. They are worried about me. Even KY’s parents also worried about me. I can assured all of you that everything that I do, I have a reason behind it. There is no need to say it out. When I was young, my grandma said I am a person with very sharp vision. Every decision that I made, I made it with my heart of hearts.

I also found a picture of my grandpa. He left this world in 1993. I still remember he sit at the canteen waiting for me when I was in Primary 1. He fetch me to school using his bicycle and sent me food during recess time.

I hope my grandpa and grandma can be together forever.

Today I made two addition to my blog. First, I register with Feedburner. This will allow my blog reader to subscribe to my blog. I like the word ‘chicletize’ used by Feedburner. Can you see the button of Google and Yahoo? Click that and you can subscribe to my blog. Once I have update my blog, you will be the first one to be notified.

You can also view my blog feed at this link http://www.hanping84.com/blog/feed/. This link is also useful if you want to view from your mobile phone.

Till now, still no news about my placement in hospital. I know some of my friends started to work in pharmacy to gain experience. Some go holiday all around the world.

What am I doing? I just stay at home, watching TV, reading books, and online. Sometimes I played futsal with my Kuantan friends, but I really played badly. Can’t even dribble pass other people.

See the picture below. I am too free till I drive to a nice beach in Kuantan. Take picture of the plant. It seems bigger than me, but the plant is just the size of my palm. Do some editing in Photoshop and that’s it!

I have lots of thing in my mind. So much thing to do, but lots of thing holding me back.

Recently, I like to learn new English word using Thesaurus. I am also addicted to the game ‘TextTwist’ in my phone.